Disneyland, is it really so bad to like such a place so much? Sure I don’t go as often as other do, but for those that do is it so wrong? Disneyland was never a place meant for just children. It was a place where families could come together and all have fun. A park meant for people of all ages whether you’re a year old or a hundred years old. Doesn’t matter. To me? Disneyland always seemed like my getaway destination. It was a place where I could just lose myself for a moment and enjoy life going on silly little rides like It’s a Small World or Winnie the Pooh. It always made me feel like a kid again when I had no worries at all. For me it was my place where I could go to when I felt lost in what I believed in and who I am. I was always one to believe in fairytales and I still am. I know that they may never happen the way I want them to, but they still exist. There was a time where I went often to this place and not once did I ever grow tired of it. It always felt like a new adventure to me. Maybe I sound silly at my age for still liking Disneyland as much as I do, but it’s not something I regret ever liking. Every time I go I feel like I grow a little more. I’ll always hold onto my belief of fairytales and their existence because right now I’m living in a fairytale of my own. Sure I won’t have some perfect story like a Disney princess but I’ll get to be a princess of my own someday. Without Disneyland, and Disney in general I definitely wouldn’t be the same as I am now. Those fairytales, are the reason why I’m still holding on. No matter how hurt I am or how sad I have to be. My fairytale isn’t perfect but neither was any of the other princesses. I may have to work harder and get pushed down some more but I’ll always get back up. And I will definitely never give up and will never stop believing. So Disneyland, I can’t wait till I get to walk through your gates again and maybe, I’ll get to let go of myself one more time. 

“No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true.”